I see this show on MTV, and it entices my curiosity. I mean I'm not dumb I know one day expressing your feelings to your peers isn't going to change the whole school, or all the people that I have attend. I mean if people don't realize that other people don't have feelings then they are ignorant and selfish. Maybe it will open those peoples eyes. I don't know but what I was thinking about was writing this, and saying "if you really knew me" statements. In return, if you feel like it you could write something back. I think it would be interesting to see, and know. Maybe I can understand something about you that I didn't know before, and maybe you can know something about me that you didn't know.
So here goes.
If you really knew me, you would know that I live with my best friend. I live there because I was bounced from different foster homes and I fell in love with her family.
If you really know me, you would know that my mom passed away three years ago of a drug over dose and I haven't been able to move past it, but then again I realize that no one ever gets a past a loss they just find a copeable way to deal.
If you really knew me, I have terrible anxiety, I worry about things that may never happen.
If you really knew me, you would know that I make jokes so I can have a smile on my face I'm scared to lose it.
If you really knew me, you would know that I struggle with loosing a friend.
If you really knew me, you would know that I my best friend is my sister and friend. She means the world to me.
If you really knew me, you would know that I feeling like an idiot sometimes, because I tend to say things before I think about them.
If you really knew me, you would know that I had to grow up at 6 and take care of my mom.
If you really knew me, you would know that I grew up without a father, that I just met his side of the family and him last month
If you really knew me, you would know I try my hardest to do the right thing
If you really knew me, you would know how much I hate tweaker drugs, and rolling. I think it's disgusting and stupid.
Please write your own "if you really knew me" statements(:
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